sigh

[koncupiscence]

fuck, heath. fuck.

i don't think i've felt like this about a celebrity since river. it's not exactly the same bc river was... in my heart, but still. i'm filled with disbelief, with what ifs and could haves and should have beens. but mostly just, fuck.

i'm eight years older than him, and i'm sure as hell not ready. too young. too fucking young.

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[overloved.livejournal.com]

krit, i adored him. he was just so good.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

i know. and as if i don't already cry buckets when i watch brokeback.

i can't stop thinking about michelle. :(

[overloved.livejournal.com]

and little matilda. it's so sad to grow up without a dad.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

again i say, fuck.

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[berreh.livejournal.com]

I haven't been this bummed since Jonathan Brandis died. :(