summer's one day closer

[koncupiscence]

AND THEN 8TH GRADE CAME UP ON MY IPOD ON MY WAY HOOOOOME DDDDDD:

my favorite pencey song apparently NOT AT ALL about fraaaaaaank. :( :(


IN BETTER NEWS: apparently, jetblue now flies to portland, oregon! I'M JUST SAYIN'. \o/


and in other news, i just got back from san diego (BAHHHH LLOYD DOBLER JUST CAME UP /o\)-- sorry, ahem. yes, so i went to a friend's wedding this weekend, which was beautiful and lovely, but THANK FUCK i don't know anyone else getting married anytime soon. because i? am never going to another wedding alone, damn it. COUPLES EVERYWHERE. you know that scene in picture perfect where jennifer aniston is the only single woman standing there for the bouquet toss and so she says OH JUST GIVE IT TO ME. ...YEAH. pretty much. =\ =\ =\


is there something else? hmm... still mulling over msi/lm on the east coast. i was all set to be ADULT about it and not go, but the thing is? it's because i'm an adult that i actually could go. i can afford it. i can fly across the states if i want to. there's essentially nothing stopping me. AND IF NOT NOW, WHEN. right??? idkkkkk. it seems frivolous and foolish. i mean, it is. but should i do it anyhow?


oh right, nano. yeah, i'm wayyyyyyy behind. maybe this week i can do something about that.

Comments

[bunniewabbit.livejournal.com]

*FLAIL*

Also? I think you should totally go. You can, and it won't always be that way. You could, 'cause you can, so you do... Okay, wrong band, but you get the idea.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

SOON! ISH!

i don't knowwww. i was just talking to my parents about the economy and how uncertain everything is right now, and... i felt rather ridiculous for even considering such a trip right now. ugh, i flip back and forth at least twice a day. /o\

[yourealwaysmine.livejournal.com]

do you have at least 3 months living expenses in a savings acct? cause if so, then i say fuck the economy, do what you want.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

yes and no. i have the money, but as i don't really have any expenses right now, it's all basically my House Money. or Car Money. whichever i end up doing first. so much is up in the air until next year.

i have some crap i need to take care of at work that i've been putting off. i'm thinking maybe if i buckle down and get uber productive, i could use this trip as reward/motivation? idkkk.