summer's one day closer

[koncupiscence]

AND THEN 8TH GRADE CAME UP ON MY IPOD ON MY WAY HOOOOOME DDDDDD:

my favorite pencey song apparently NOT AT ALL about fraaaaaaank. :( :(


IN BETTER NEWS: apparently, jetblue now flies to portland, oregon! I'M JUST SAYIN'. \o/


and in other news, i just got back from san diego (BAHHHH LLOYD DOBLER JUST CAME UP /o\)-- sorry, ahem. yes, so i went to a friend's wedding this weekend, which was beautiful and lovely, but THANK FUCK i don't know anyone else getting married anytime soon. because i? am never going to another wedding alone, damn it. COUPLES EVERYWHERE. you know that scene in picture perfect where jennifer aniston is the only single woman standing there for the bouquet toss and so she says OH JUST GIVE IT TO ME. ...YEAH. pretty much. =\ =\ =\


is there something else? hmm... still mulling over msi/lm on the east coast. i was all set to be ADULT about it and not go, but the thing is? it's because i'm an adult that i actually could go. i can afford it. i can fly across the states if i want to. there's essentially nothing stopping me. AND IF NOT NOW, WHEN. right??? idkkkkk. it seems frivolous and foolish. i mean, it is. but should i do it anyhow?


oh right, nano. yeah, i'm wayyyyyyy behind. maybe this week i can do something about that.

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[slightlytricky.livejournal.com]

YOU COMMAH MY HOUSE NOW OMG@!

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

ZOOM ZOOMS OMG!1

[bunniewabbit.livejournal.com]

*FLAIL*

Also? I think you should totally go. You can, and it won't always be that way. You could, 'cause you can, so you do... Okay, wrong band, but you get the idea.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

SOON! ISH!

i don't knowwww. i was just talking to my parents about the economy and how uncertain everything is right now, and... i felt rather ridiculous for even considering such a trip right now. ugh, i flip back and forth at least twice a day. /o\

[yourealwaysmine.livejournal.com]

do you have at least 3 months living expenses in a savings acct? cause if so, then i say fuck the economy, do what you want.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

yes and no. i have the money, but as i don't really have any expenses right now, it's all basically my House Money. or Car Money. whichever i end up doing first. so much is up in the air until next year.

i have some crap i need to take care of at work that i've been putting off. i'm thinking maybe if i buckle down and get uber productive, i could use this trip as reward/motivation? idkkk.

[yourealwaysmine.livejournal.com]

maybe they are still about frank, just from the perspective of a friend who looooved him.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

good point. or he said hey, write a song about this. and then the others actually put the words together, but they were his ~ideas.

[yourealwaysmine.livejournal.com]

yes, frank could say, you know that feeling when you love a girl so much that you just want her to be happy even though she hates you? and the other pencey guys could say 'hey, i could write that down,' and frank could be all, 'yeah, i feel this song hardcore from personal experience. wooh SCREEEAAM FLAIL.'

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

EXACTALLY.

[fuschia.livejournal.com]

I'm starting to realize I have an enabling problem! I just want everyone to be able to see the bands they want to, you know? That said, I know exactly what you mean about balancing adult life in the sense of "hey, I should be responsible" with adult life in the sense of "hey, I have a job and can afford to do this!"

But, if you do decide to come out, you're definitely welcome to crash in my hotel room, etc. I think we've got 3 people staying over as of now. Whatever decision you make will be the right one for you, though! I'm sure you'll get to see their faces again sooner rather than later even if you don't some.

I realize we've never met and I'm offering you hotel space, but we have very similar fan interests. :) I think *g* that phineasjones can vouch for me not being a serial killer, and also for me being a little nuts for that Frank Iero guy...

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

well, she's definitely never killed me! and she's had plenty of oppurtunity, so...

:)

you are both awesome! that is my vouching. go forth and be ir/responsible adults together!

[fuschia.livejournal.com]

Thanks, love! <3

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

yeah, i'm still on the fence. i keep talking myself into both sides. /o\ THERE WILL BE FAN REPORTS, PICTURES AND VIDEO, I DON'T NEED TO BE THERE. but omg i flew to nyc for the mcr msg show and i'm so glad that i did, it was amazing! lather, rinse, repeat. ;) would it be okay to email you about a few of the particulars? that might help me decide.

and i'm pretty sure phin could say the same for me! :D these boys, they make us do the wacky.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

will do, thanks! but probably tomorrow as i'm about to pass out. lollll, old. ;)

also, i'm going to screen your comment so that your email isn't ~out there.

[fuschia.livejournal.com]

D'oh! Thank you very much for screening it. I obviously should be going to bed, as well. *g* ttys!