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posting! every day this week. right. almost blew it on day 2. :|

work kept me off the internet most of today (busy busy busy), but despite wanting nothing more than to flop at home, i actually sacked up and went to the gym with my brother. i keep thinking i'll learn to love it, but no. 20+ years later and it's still a fucking chore that i have to force. i am made of lazybones. :(

on my way home, i stopped by my parents' place to pick up a plate of food to go (bbq'd veggies and bulger salad). i get the feeling my mom thinks i don't know how to fend for myself. i mean, yes, i had a bowl of honey nut cheerios for dinner last night, but it wasn't because i don't know HOW to cook for myself, i just didn't have the energy. lazybones, remember?

and now i sit on this couch and think of all i should be doing. but instead i think i will read a book. yis.

speaking of reading, has anyone read the walking dead comics? bc o.m.g. they're soooo good. i bought books 6&7 on sunday and i already finished both of them. i can't afford to go back to the comic shop so soon, but i need the next one in my hands! now! they're so intense. om nom zombie comics.

okay THAT WAS A FASCINATING POST. i'm glad i didn't skip a day.

eta: oh. and i belatedly realized today that i'm three degrees away from gerard way. that's... odd to realize. not that it matters, i'd never attempt to pursue that. i was two degrees from orlando once, and... no. no good could come from that. this i know.

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I could get to a zen place with exercise, I think. Except I really despise sweating.

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i always enjoy the feeling AFTER i've worked out. even the sore muscles, i like it. but the motivation to get to that point is haaaaaard.

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If it's a chore you still hate after 20 years, don't do it bb. Find something more enjoyable. Swimming? Bike riding? Synchronized fangirl flailing? idk. Life's too short to punish yourself with stuff you hate.

oh, it's nothing that dire. it's just one of those necessities in life that needs doing. i just wish i was one of those people that jumped out of bed ready and excited to get on the trails or go pump some iron! it would make it easier. but instead, i will always be a loungy where is my coffee and book person. ;)

if only sleep made us fitter; i would ~A CHAMPION~.

There are, like, six of those people in the whole world. But nobody likes them. ;p

this is true. and one of them is my mother. :|

I actually don't mind working out, I find it very mindless and I listen to music and just zone out. My problem is that I really REALLY like schedules and if things get the least little bit crazy or rearranged my gym time is the FIRST thing that goes POOF.

I liked the Walking Dead comics that I've read, but same problem, there are LOTS of them and I only have a couple.

THEY'RE SO GOOD. i was taking my time reading the trades, but by about book 4 i could not get enough fast enough. the second i get my hands on next one, i devour it in one sitting. i can't even imagine having the patience to read a single issue at a time, which is why i'm already so nervous about catching up. i think there are maybe 13 trades out? so i've still got some time, but THEY GO FAST.

I haven't read the Walking Dead comics, but I recently listened to a Nerdist podcast with the author and he sounded pretty cool so I want to check them out. And the tv show. (Hi, I am the latest to everything.)

i really enjoy them! the tv show is also really good. the production values are incredible - each episode looks and feels like a film. but with that comes incredibly gory GORE. realistic rotting zombies getting their brains blown out, things like that, so be warned (if stuff like that bothers you). i occasionally just cover my eyes. /o\

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