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because i cannot stand silence while i work, we have the radio on all day. for the past month, the station we listen to has been playing a commercial for brokeback mountain about every hour. while i am thrilled that the movie has been given the publicity/advertising/media attention that it deserves, and while yes, i smile to myself every hour, my insides also ache and twist every hour, and sometimes i still want to cry. and now, there's an extended ad including mention of its golden globe wins. *sigh* i mean, hooray, but ow.

psa

late notice, but for anyone that missed it, dom is on the repeat of ellen tonight (the one on the oxygen network).

*waits patiently and tries not to fall aslee....*