Meh, whatever...

[koncupiscence]

why am i so saddened by the fact that Elijah is moving back to LA? yes, he's a cute boy. but i'm ten years older than him, i don't have romantic or sexual feelings toward him, and hello, i don't know him. it really won't affect my life here in NY in any way. yet still, i'm sad. :( i guess i just like having the option of meeting him, a random run-in. on the train. walking down the street. at the local comic book store. whatev. cuz truth be told, i've had 50 times more star sightings here in NY in the last 3 years than in the 20 plus years i lived in LA. and it's not like i'm scary fangirl. i don't seek them out, they're just there. i don't talk to these people, i would never even think of asking for an autograph - hi embarrassing - it's just... neat. oh, hey look. i'm standing on the subway platform next to julianna margulies. oh groovy, famke janssen is getting a pedicure at the same salon i get waxed at. hey, there's steve again (buscemi). *smacks friend's arm really hard repeatedly* that's. look. you know. happy texas and a million other great movies. steve zahn, yeah. and hi janeane garofalo, walking your dogs. and on and on and on. just sightings. little bits that make you go "huh." and brighten up your day a bit. so i guess i was just hoping for one of those at some point with elwood. in LA everyone's in their car. it's very isolated that way, different than in NY. but no matter. there's plenty of other celebs to be had seen. *sticks tongue out at elwood* we don't need your kind here. *pout*