and here's where i overthink everything

so, over the past few months i have fallen head over heals in love with bandom (mostly mcr). i haven't posted about it too much (aside from the ridiculous dream spam) because... i just haven't felt comfortable doing so. the majority of my bandom enthusiasm has been taking place in comments in other people's journals and over email. multiple daily emails (biz in mouth omg).

but the thing is... i want to start posting more here, in my lj. and i know that's going to... well, it's just not going to be of much interest to many of you. i know that some of you will say, so what, it's your fucking journal, post whatever you want. and i also know that some of you are sighing and thinking great, more shit to scroll by, because i've been there, too. but then i think that some of you could possibly be interested, maybe, but you don't really know who the hell i'm talking about, so... yeah.

bottom line, i'm sorry if this journal turns into a place that you can't stand, but... *hands*

and so i think i've been feeling stuck, like i can't post stuff about these boys without first explaining who they are. but then when i sit down to try to make an introductory post about mcr and why i love them so, i just can't. i get lost in my picture folders and can't see straight enough to focus. so i'm going to barrel through this and just make it quick. this is not thorough, this is no primer (though i could point you in that direction should you desire), i think it's simply what i need to move forward (for whatever ridiculous reasons).

( mcr in brief, by krit )