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[koncupiscence]

hello, flisters, hi! it's been 100 degrees (if not higher) for over a week now and i'm losing my mind. our a/c at work is on its last legs, and my a/c at home is total crap. or maybe my house has poor insulation. likely both. all i know is i get home from work and it's 90 degrees INSIDE and after the a/c has been on for hours and hours it still only gets down to the mid-80s. that shit ain't right. i really should do something about it, but it's too hot to function. there's also no end in sight. 100+ all this week. :|

so i haven't slept well in over a week, and i'm one of those people that loves and needs their sleep. last night i got less than 5 hours and so i've have a LOT of coffee this morning, and thus HEY LJ HEYYYYYYYYY, even though i don't have much to say. or maybe too many things but they're all scattered and shouting.

the loudest is probably SUITS SUITS SUITS. idk, this season i fell headfirst and there's only two episodes left which is freaking me out, so i bought the season 1 dvds last night. there's commentary and deleted scenes and a gag real. i'm pretty jazzed. also there's fic. not on the dvd, on the internet, and HOLY BALLS some of it is great. nom nom nom.

there's also sebastian stan who is currently on political animals which i think is kind of a crap show and repetitive and often boring but sebastian is engaging and hot as hell and damaged and makes out with boys regularly and good god i'm only human. you might also know him as cap's best friend bucky in captain america, and he'll be reprising this role in the sequel, the winter solider, in 2014.

k2: wait, didn't he die some horrible death?
me: HE DID.
me: BUT.
me: COMICS.

/o/ i'm reading them now to get the full story. i had a vague notion of what happened with him and knew he came back with a metal arm and that maybe bad stuff happened. and i'm still laughing at myself, bc when tuesdaysgone was out here visiting, i asked her in all seriousness, "is it an evil arm?" ahahahahahaha oh, the look on her face and the no, i think it's just a metal arm, with the dear or sweetie at the end clearly implied. lolll, i think i've watched too much buffy. /:D\

ANYHOW there are feels, SO MANY FEELS, with bucky and cap, and obvs cap and tony, and then somebody made THIS on tumblr and it was the worst thing ever. ;_____; i don't even know how to handle it. to borrow a phrase or two, I NEED HELP REACTING TO SOMETHING, bc all i can think of is lying down in traffic. D:

and then gerard was interviewed by kevin smith on his show spoilers and he was just the cutest thing (surprise). i think my favorite part was when he said he looked up past eisner award winners (the night he won his) and realized that he was now a part of this group of influential creators. also when he said that he's totally 'george lucas-ed some lyrics' bc he came up with something better after the fact, and kevin said well just don't jar-jar them. :p and lolllll at them having costumes for the new album, UNLIKE LAST TIME. oh hah ah ahhahha. OKAY, GERARD. sure.

and so that's about where i am, fandom-wise, i guess. i read the perks of being a wallflower last weekend, and wow. intense book. i really wasn't expecting that. but i'm quite excited for the film, now, i must say. and i've heard good things.

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[berreh.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're not getting sleep. Being hot and sweaty at night is the worst. It sounds like your A/C definitely needs a checkup.

Unrelatedly, your Tumblr posts have brightened my day. I don't know which one I love more: the hugging guitar boys or Loki impregnating all the things.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

i definitely need to do something about the a/c, bc this shit is bananas. but thank jebus for fans that i can aim RIGHT AT ME in the meantime!

and YAYYYYYY, you never really know with tumblr how many people dig the same things that you do, or how many people are rolling their eyes saying really?!?!, but i try to just go with what i like and hope for the best! /o/

and loki impregnating all the things was too good to pass up. :D

[actualite.livejournal.com]

I'M OBSESSED WITH SUITS AS WELL. But mostly for Harvey and Donna. Mike annoys me so much, which is sad because he didn't all through season 1 up until like the last 2 or 3 episodes :( I love Louis though, which I did not expect at first.

IF ONLY IT WOULD GO ON FOREVER AND EVER.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

DONNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA /o/ legit tears streaming down my face when she walked past harvey on her way to the elevator, box of belongings in hand. ;_; ever since i've been waiting patiently for them to FIX IT. FIX IT. FIX IT. fingers crossed this week is the week. :D my harvey/mike feels do stumble a bit in the face of my harvey/donna feels, but ultimately, it's about the boys for me.

and idk, i don't really mind mike. it might partially be the shoes (/o\). but harvey is definitely the main draw. although really, the entire cast is just incredible. gina torres is FUCKING AMAZING at jessica. her little "what?" at louis' line about her fibers last week was my favorite thing in the entire episode. i had to rewatch it like six times. and LOUIS. srsly, when did he get so great?!?! i'm so damn impressed with him. EMMYS ALL AROUND.

[azewewish.livejournal.com]

SO READY FOR THIS FRIGGIN' HEAT WAVE TO BE DONE!!!!

Also, the Winter Soldier storyline is my favorite beyond all favorites & if Marvel screws this up in the movie version, the world will not be able to contain my fannish rage. *g* (I am, of course, expecting it to be AWESOME.)

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

i mean. i know this is southern california and it's august and all, but... fuck, i can't deal with this shit. :|

i have read the equivalent of the first two trades, and am just starting red menace now. i'm prepared for what's ultimately to come (;_;), but i have no idea how we get there, so i'm enjoying the ride thus far. i've definitely missed some background plot points along the way, though, that i gather took place in an avengers run prior to these books. or concurrently. idk. i'll have to figure that out at some point.

so far i've been pretty darn pleased with the marvel movie versions, so i shall remain optimistic! and sebastian gives angst like no other, so. THAT COULD WORK.

[fleurdeliser.livejournal.com]

I think he genuinely believes those weren't costumes! Is the thing. I remember him talking aaaages ago juuust when they changed directions and scrapped the one album about how it wasn't costumes like the Black Parade uniforms, but more fashion design. And since they weren't putting on costumes to get into ~character, just being themselves, I suppose I can see that. But &GERARD; and all his ridic quirks.

I haven't read a word of Captain America/Winter Soldier comics and didn't particularly care about him in the movie and I have feeeels. IDEK.

I would hug you, but that might be too hot. So: ♥

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

their stage clothes weren't costumes, EXCEPT FOR THE FEW TIMES THEY WORE THEIR COSTUMES, i'll give him that, but... GUN HOLSTERS. FOR RAYGUNS, GERARD. but sure, it wasn't as extreme as the black parade. seems we'll be getting something more along those lines again. unless things change. <-- standard mcr disclaimer :p

the first few times i saw captain america i barely paid any attention to bucky. /o\ it wasn't until later when i learned more about the comics and realized how important he is to cap and the marvel universe that i said OH HEY OKAY LET'S TAKE A CLOSER LOOK. and, you know, sebastian stan. he's not so hard to LOOK AT. ;)

soooo sticky and not in the good way. ;_; but, ty. <3

[ciel-vert.livejournal.com]

Aww I'm sorry to hear that you're getting the awful heat that we had for, oh the entire month of July. :( It's no fun AT ALL, and I can't sleep when it's hot either, so I totally feel your pain. In all likelihood, your A/C and insulation are probably okay, it's just really really hard for A/C's to cool down a house when it's that hot outside, especially when overnight lows are in the 80s which brings no relief at all. Unfortunately, the best thing to do is to actually keep the air on all day and set to 78 or so, so the A/C has less work to do to cool things down once you get home. It might actually work out to less money in the long run, since it would allow for the unit to switch off every now and again. *sweaty hugs* (Also, a trick I learned when I lived with no A/C and it was a hot summer in upstate NY is to take a cold shower right before bed, keep your hair wet, and go to bed with a fan blowing right on you. If you can fall asleep before your hair dries and not wake up until morning, it really helped!)

Oh god, Gerard Way is the CUTEST HUMAN and yesssss oh god SO PRECIOUS about winning his Eisner. <333333333 And LOL I love that they don't consider the Killjoys outfits "costumes". Hahahahaha best.

[koncupiscence.livejournal.com]

especially when overnight lows are in the 80s which brings no relief at all

THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS EXACTLY ;_;

unfortunately, i'm pretty certain something isn't functioning properly, bc when i'm home on the weekends and it's 102 outside, it's still gets up to 90 inside - and that's WITH the a/c on allllllll day long. so, yeah. that's crazytown. once it starts to cool down in the evenings, it works semi-okay... but during the day, my house is a furnace no matter what. :\ thankfully, my dad comes back from vacation today, and i'm going to see what he advises before i call in the big guns.

cold showers and fans are definitely helping me not to lose my mind altogether. @_@

gerard, what is your everything. <333333

[an-cat-dubh.livejournal.com]

Gads! I'm sorry I can't remember or not, I think not, but as a Floridian I swear by fans ceiling or not! Preferably ceiling, but that can be expensive! Of course, you probably realize this and I'm stating the obvious.

Also strangely enough I watched that episode of spoilers! I usually only watch it for movies I've watched, so I got to see your boy. Totes adorable :D