*headdesk*
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koncupiscenceevery time i get all resolved that yes, good, i'm not going, fine... something happens to make me question my decision.
here's the thing. i'm from pasadena. grew up there. lived most of my life there. will be there two weeks prior for christmas with the fam. the boys are going to be in MY town. there will be girlies in MY town! and what? I won't be there? hrmph. something's just wrong with that picture.
you have no idea how much it pained me to see all these people flocking to hollywood for the oscars and torn and i was... here. on the other side of the states freezing my ass off. there were people in MY city. i worked near hollywood and highland for several years. i've never met the boys or seen them in person. i never went to any events. oh, i read all about them, saw the pics, downloaded clips, but... *shrug*
no, no. that's ridiculous, getting on a plane two weeks later to go right back? i mean, i HATE to fly. and i wouldn't be able to get the time off anyhow. probably. argh. for a minute the other day i even considered NOT going home at christmas and waiting to go home in january instead. that's just ludicrous.
no. i'll be fine. i just need to moan for a bit. i'll practice now. *mooooaaannn* *moooaaaannn*
here's the thing. i'm from pasadena. grew up there. lived most of my life there. will be there two weeks prior for christmas with the fam. the boys are going to be in MY town. there will be girlies in MY town! and what? I won't be there? hrmph. something's just wrong with that picture.
you have no idea how much it pained me to see all these people flocking to hollywood for the oscars and torn and i was... here. on the other side of the states freezing my ass off. there were people in MY city. i worked near hollywood and highland for several years. i've never met the boys or seen them in person. i never went to any events. oh, i read all about them, saw the pics, downloaded clips, but... *shrug*
no, no. that's ridiculous, getting on a plane two weeks later to go right back? i mean, i HATE to fly. and i wouldn't be able to get the time off anyhow. probably. argh. for a minute the other day i even considered NOT going home at christmas and waiting to go home in january instead. that's just ludicrous.
no. i'll be fine. i just need to moan for a bit. i'll practice now. *mooooaaannn* *moooaaaannn*
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Date: 2004-11-08 09:55 pm (UTC)I think you should go, whatever it is. It'll be worth it.
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Date: 2004-11-09 05:07 am (UTC)you know if world without sundays, billy, and elijah will be there, dom can't be far behind - if he's not in hawaii at the time.
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Date: 2004-11-09 03:54 am (UTC)If you really can't get time off work, or don't have the money at all, that totally sucks and I'm so sorry. :( But if it's just the "I shouldn't" thing, don't let that stop you, please. You "should" do whatever you want.
*clings*
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Date: 2004-11-09 05:16 am (UTC)and feel free to squee your head off, don't let me stop you! i'm not that upset about the situation, more annoyed with the fact that i'm so close (hello, hometown!), yet so far (brr, it's 34 degrees here in ny wtf). if it were anywhere else i could easily talk myself out of going, but... i'll have a place to stay and a car to get around and and and. gah!
*clings too*