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koncupiscencei'm posting every day this week! i'm just going to do it, damn it. i've no idea about what, but i'll figure it out.
like right now... um... how about a weekend wrap up.
saturday:
did a bit of gardening here at work (we have two sidewalk gardens and a planter box). then i spent the rest of the afternoon moving stuff into my new (to me) dresser! between craigslist and thrift stores, i've recently acquired a dresser, a desk, and a trundle bed for the guest room/office. shit's finally coming together. \o/ for the past two months i've been living with a good portion of my clothes still in bags on my bedroom floor, but this weekend they all found a home. ahhhhhhh, such a glorious feeling. saturday night i went out to dinner and then drinks for a friend's ex-girlfriend's birthday (yeah :|). due to her friends not understanding how bills work, and not wanting to make a stink on her birthday, i ended up spending an extra 20 bucks so the waiter didn't get the shaft. despite this nonsense, we had a pretty great time, and i re-discovered my love for bombay saphire. nommmmm.
sunday:
was meant to be equally as productive. i was going to garden at the house and then work on the desk/office where everything is still a giant pile of CHAOS. but instead i watched tv, bought a bunch of comic books, and re-read my LJ entries from 2006 - my last year in nyc. man, i really hated my job. i pretty much only posted about that and orlando bloom.
this week there needs to be grocery shopping and major cleaning, especially attacking that office. i have three weeks until K2 arrives and that room has to be habitable. right now it is a junk room/giant shoe closet. so much to do, but whatever, bc in less than a month we will be ON OUR WAY TO HAWAII! \o/ i've never been! i can't wait! bring me a mai tai! \o/
as for fandom content, i guess mcr might be releasing their third and final video of the killjoys trilogy this week? and i am having all the ridiculous emotions. i don't usually get like this. these things don't usually bother me. ghost of you video? whatever. blah blah mikey dies. it's not real. it's a video. they're 'acting.'
but with these videos? idkkkkk, i'm so emotionally invested in these characters. i've only watched the sing video maybe three times? it just UPSETS ME SO MUCH. some of those images are burned into my brain and make my heart want to cave in on itself (korse shooting gerard, FRANK CLOSING THE DOORS *WORST*). one of the guys described it as 'a suicide mission,' so i'm pretty sure that they're dead. if i felt confident that they weren't dead, i'd have no problem watching the damn video. but... i think gerard likes the idea of them sacrificing themselves for this little girl, for the greater good.
but me? my soul ABHORS that outcome, BECAUSE THEY'RE DEAD. AND NOW THEY CAN DO NOTHING TO HELP. IT'S OVER and it fucking blowwwwwwws. so i've clung to this little ball of hope that maybe they're not really dead dead (even though they totally are ;_;). i mean, plenty of fic-writers have figured out a way to make that happen, surely THEY CAN TOO. but, guys, what if they don't? ;_; i'm so scared to find out how it all ends... (not to mention the beloved fic that is waiting in the wings... waiting for this finale. my heart, it is doomed. ;_;)
i TOTALLY get that these are ridiculous feelings. it's not real! it's a VIDEO, not even a full length feature (where i have a history of not dealing with deaths well - mr. orange LIVES, GODDAMN IT). but... whatever. IT IS WHAT IT IS.
SO YAYE NEW VIDEO. excitement! trepidation! fearrrr. ;_;
like right now... um... how about a weekend wrap up.
saturday:
did a bit of gardening here at work (we have two sidewalk gardens and a planter box). then i spent the rest of the afternoon moving stuff into my new (to me) dresser! between craigslist and thrift stores, i've recently acquired a dresser, a desk, and a trundle bed for the guest room/office. shit's finally coming together. \o/ for the past two months i've been living with a good portion of my clothes still in bags on my bedroom floor, but this weekend they all found a home. ahhhhhhh, such a glorious feeling. saturday night i went out to dinner and then drinks for a friend's ex-girlfriend's birthday (yeah :|). due to her friends not understanding how bills work, and not wanting to make a stink on her birthday, i ended up spending an extra 20 bucks so the waiter didn't get the shaft. despite this nonsense, we had a pretty great time, and i re-discovered my love for bombay saphire. nommmmm.
sunday:
was meant to be equally as productive. i was going to garden at the house and then work on the desk/office where everything is still a giant pile of CHAOS. but instead i watched tv, bought a bunch of comic books, and re-read my LJ entries from 2006 - my last year in nyc. man, i really hated my job. i pretty much only posted about that and orlando bloom.
this week there needs to be grocery shopping and major cleaning, especially attacking that office. i have three weeks until K2 arrives and that room has to be habitable. right now it is a junk room/giant shoe closet. so much to do, but whatever, bc in less than a month we will be ON OUR WAY TO HAWAII! \o/ i've never been! i can't wait! bring me a mai tai! \o/
as for fandom content, i guess mcr might be releasing their third and final video of the killjoys trilogy this week? and i am having all the ridiculous emotions. i don't usually get like this. these things don't usually bother me. ghost of you video? whatever. blah blah mikey dies. it's not real. it's a video. they're 'acting.'
but with these videos? idkkkkk, i'm so emotionally invested in these characters. i've only watched the sing video maybe three times? it just UPSETS ME SO MUCH. some of those images are burned into my brain and make my heart want to cave in on itself (korse shooting gerard, FRANK CLOSING THE DOORS *WORST*). one of the guys described it as 'a suicide mission,' so i'm pretty sure that they're dead. if i felt confident that they weren't dead, i'd have no problem watching the damn video. but... i think gerard likes the idea of them sacrificing themselves for this little girl, for the greater good.
but me? my soul ABHORS that outcome, BECAUSE THEY'RE DEAD. AND NOW THEY CAN DO NOTHING TO HELP. IT'S OVER and it fucking blowwwwwwws. so i've clung to this little ball of hope that maybe they're not really dead dead (even though they totally are ;_;). i mean, plenty of fic-writers have figured out a way to make that happen, surely THEY CAN TOO. but, guys, what if they don't? ;_; i'm so scared to find out how it all ends... (not to mention the beloved fic that is waiting in the wings... waiting for this finale. my heart, it is doomed. ;_;)
i TOTALLY get that these are ridiculous feelings. it's not real! it's a VIDEO, not even a full length feature (where i have a history of not dealing with deaths well - mr. orange LIVES, GODDAMN IT). but... whatever. IT IS WHAT IT IS.
SO YAYE NEW VIDEO. excitement! trepidation! fearrrr. ;_;
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Date: 2011-08-22 08:59 pm (UTC)I am just *HANDS* over the eminent release of the video. At this point, I think I just want to KNOW, you know?
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Date: 2011-08-23 03:49 am (UTC)yeah. if it's going to happen soon, let's just get on with it, i suppose. i really hope it gets released in the evening, though. i don't think i could handle watching it at work. ;_;